The Warhorse
“Hwaer cwom mearg? Hwaer cwom mago?”
—“The Wanderer”
Oft has the warhorse, the wayworn widowmaker, with wearied withers been dismissed from battle, bereft of bit and bridle, saddened and saddle-sore, to survive his final charge, his last campaign— the paddock, the pack, the stall. So I speak as a steed strapping in skirmish, stronger in winters, now without a warrior or a war. I was bred a weapon, weaned for the watch-fire and the horn at dawn, the hoarse cries of riders rampant in the rush toward death, daring, undespairing, because boldness was their birthright and their choice. From a colt I was chosen, broken, raised a chieftain among chargers, cruel of hoof, a stampeding sword. Of slaughter I am now deprived, and of my death- friends, passed beneath the pastureland, the bloodless grass that I am given to eat, and live. I love the balefire, not the hay-bale, the haw and brawl of the hale champion, the split helm. Where now the war-mare? Where the spur, and the spurnful stallion? Where the fight-scarred filly? They are gone, my glory-herd; they have galloped to the grave. Now I await a drafthorse’s doom. Fate has left me hoary, hobbled— flouted by peace, and peacetime’s fodder.